Wow! I am actually full from dinner: 3 cups of broccoli & and a slice of pumpkin pie.
Poppa throws a half dozen questions at Ryan in about 30 seconds. Ryan doesn’t answer because he can’t process them that quickly. Poppa gives up and starts his rosary. Ryan begins to engage and Poppa is angry at the interruption. Ack!
OK so each malted milk ball has only 10 calories. I am still not counting the 3 I ate. It was barely enough to taste. Bring me a box and we’ll talk.
Not sure about this skirt.
Website down again. Boys sick & staying home. Stress levels. Very high. And not in a good way.
How odd that a day could start out so good and end like shit. Trying to look on the bright side but it’s too dark right now. Sex would be great right now. Something to completely take my mind off of this crap. Hmm…
I am really sad tonight. I knew the store wasn’t going to make but I was hoping to last a little longer. The hackers are too much for me and I don’t have the skills to get rid of them. I could hire a web developer but that’s just more money for a store that isn’t generating anything. So I will start packing things up and having more frequent garage sales. What else can I...
This might be the last straw. Apparently they just can’t leave my site alone. I don’t have the energy to keep up with it. It’s not worth the aggravation and stress. I FUCKING had hackers!
Am I a bad mom?
ruthakers: I don’t think I could live with myself if you said yes. But I need to know. Do my kids deserve better? Bad moms never ask the question.
I hate rude people. It’s only going to get worse as we get closer to Christmas. Ironic? This is why I try to get done with my shopping early, to avoid the nastiness of the season.
Too tired. Too anxious. Too guilty. Too fat. Too irresponsible. Too broke.
Something is really odd. I don’t remember renewing Martha Stewart. I clearly remember seeing Dec09 on the label and thinking I won’t renew. But I looked at my latest issue, December 2009, and the label says Dec11. I am pretty certain they aren’t auto-renewing on my charge card since the card I would have used is gone. Is someone renewing a gift for me? Who? Is it Lisa? I...
Guilt. Hank is in bed b/c he felt dizzy. I am going out anyway. I suck.
My stomach is in knots. Think I need to poop. Note from Ryan’s teacher that he has missed 3 assignments. Email saying I cancelled my Internet service. WTF?
I am starting to like this Tazo Sweet Cinnamon Tea.
“As a rule of thumb, if the protein, fat and fibers grams are equal or great than the carb grams, it’s low glycemic.”
Going to be late to my meet- up this morning. But I didn’t want to take advantage of dad 2 mornings in a row. He hates to have his morning routine interrupted. I understand.